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Monday, June 8th, 2009
10:10 pm - Dark Angel Stereo
You.

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Saturday, June 6th, 2009
5:55 am - The Cure mood
"Yeah I know who you remind of  A girl I think I justo know." Robert Smith
Though I could have not expressit better myself.

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Friday, June 5th, 2009
11:47 pm - other other sucia
Me at 37 looking forty

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Wednesday, June 3rd, 2009
11:21 pm - Me at 37 looking 50 acording to my other sucia.
Cartier

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Tuesday, May 26th, 2009
8:17 pm - Para the lovely Tristesa

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Monday, May 25th, 2009
2:54 pm - 5/26/09 tristessaA book by Jack Kerouac



The woman's real name was Esperanza ("hope" in Spanish); Kerouac changed her name to
Early in the novel, Kerouac attempts to communicate his Buddhist beliefs. These beliefs become entangled as a metaphor in the unfamiliar culture and language that Kerouac tries to grasp and make contact with in the story.
The contrast between the initial reaction that the reader may have of the impoverished, marginalized life of Tristessa and the self-destructive nature of her addiction contrast with the beauty of Kerouac's descriptions. Also, as a part of the study of the life of a junky, is the character of Old Bull Gaines - Bill Garver, in real life, a long-time friend of William S. Burroughs and other writers of the Beat Generation - who serves as both dealer and healer of Tristessa when Jack is unable to be what she needs.
A movie adaptation is in the works to bring this novel to life. The screenplay is being re-worked by the American writer, Paul Magno, a recent signee to the Fondo Economico de Cultura publishing house in Mexico City. Edward Norton is slated for the role of Jack Kerouac.


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Tuesday, May 19th, 2009
6:27 am

Entre la peste solo tus manos.

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Wednesday, May 13th, 2009
2:15 am - JCVD






Kick as Movie.
Sometimes touchhing, at others funny, and full of exciment.
Van Dam comes full circle in this movie
is by far his best.
If your going to watch just one movie this year....
It should be this one.

Buenisima Pelicula
Aveces conmovedora, otras veces llena de humor y acion.
si solo vas a ver una pelicula este ano debe de ser esta.
Van Dan actua de una forma sincera.

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Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009
2:58 am - Dejate ver " Jaguares"
I feel
Piensas que no soy capaz de arder estando quieto.
Deja ya de sentirte un semidiós de un ser infeliz
piensas que los cielos te pertenecen
y que  nunca has estado hincada ante una nube

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Sunday, March 1st, 2009
2:17 am - Lo siento
Ya no quiero mas peidras en mi cama

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Saturday, February 14th, 2009
1:03 am - Entre tus Jardines
Sufro de sangres
Por que no puedo olvidarte?
Quiero mas de ti...
Quieo conocer tu denudes ......Para saber si me quiero quedar por siempre,
Oh alajerme lejos y convertirme residente de las lunas de Martes.
Quiero legar al saber del conocimento del sabor de tus pechos
Para saber si me saben a miel oh Hiel?

To be continue

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Thursday, February 5th, 2009
1:33 am - Deyanira


Me And an old friend of mine.Yes I do have woman friends even if its just one. ahem.. heh

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Friday, January 23rd, 2009
2:30 am - Yo busco un sueno y tu un testigo
el amor sin libertad dura los mismo que un sneese.


current music: Arjona

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Monday, January 19th, 2009
12:37 am - R

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Friday, January 16th, 2009
2:09 am - Smells Like teen spirit



New years 2009

Me and the only  official sexy mami in my life.




current music: Nirvana

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Saturday, January 10th, 2009
1:17 am - Happy New year Faeire


Me puedes matar pero nunca tendrás
Que te deje de querer
Tu sabes que eres mi otra mitad
Mi espíritu gemelo  no me olvides.

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Sunday, December 28th, 2008
7:04 am
What happen yesterday..... I don't recall.
What happen today...Has been forgotten.

I wish I could say all the things that are in my head, But I don't have the words....
Just symbols and light.

I thought of you today
   am just not sure how i felt about you.

I wonder if we are not lying to ourselves?
Or what our life would be if we did live together.
What would be the odds of us making it?

All the Elephants are gray today.

I ask myself in a moment of doubt,
could it be possible there is an Eden a nirvana?

I fear your your right no wizards exist hear on earth.
That everything is a concept like you and I.

It's cold and dark.
leave the light on in your room for me.....
Maybe I can pull through  si.







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Saturday, December 27th, 2008
12:45 am - Alysa & Ed

Me and Alisa together at last.
Here we are celebrating her Birthday at a company party.
All my coworkers always told me we would make a good couple..
cause we are always laughing and having a good time.
I was very reluctant cause of the age difference but she is very maure
and like me had to grow up fast.
When One door closest another opens.
I am happy hope your happy too.



Juntos al fin, amor y juventud,
y al fondo niebla y luz, ¿Dónde irán?
Dos silhuetas, cruzaban los pantanos del dolor
y en la otra orilla de la noche,
duelo y desolación.
poetas de la obscuridad,
bajo el frío mármol gris,
que no mueran jamás
quienes amen así.
amor


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Wednesday, December 17th, 2008
3:09 am - Hubris
Had dreams.... and... dreams
I saw my father's image focus clearly into my dream.
he spoke to the woman in my life how he was proud of me.
How I was a very organized clean person.
I don't recall if it was he, or me that was moping my restroom floor
I do recall staring him in disbelief that he spoke so proudly of me.


I remember trying to take a good look at the woman in my life
I could only hear her voice but not see her voice.
So I have no idea who this woman was. hahaha
Just like in my real life hahahaha

Dreams imitating real life.

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Tuesday, December 16th, 2008
11:46 pm - Spawned Monster Child
The first supposed Jess
the late 90's


The second jess after confession



The real Jess


A big why was left in my head to this day.
who cares what she look like right.

Am the last man on the planet who bases his friendship in appearances
I have been told before or lied I was afraid you would not like me if u knew the truth.
Well give me that choice that freedom that is for me to decide.Lies you need not to tell them

One very smart friend once told me online friendship are very trivial.

Do I think she did it to hurt? No.
To be like so desperately? yes

Is she a bad person? no.

Could I forgive yes. To some extent.
Could I see past it. No am not as enlighten or ascended as I like to be.
I feel anger. I feel I was made out to be fool.

I always sense something wrong. But could not quiet put my finger in it.
Until recently.

All that starts well ends well.
What I like most about Jess was her art
On Deviant art. so I closed this chapter with a better pict of her.




"But Jesus made me, so
Jesus save me from
pity, sympathy
and people discussing me
a frame of useless limbs
what can make GOOD
all the BAD that's been done?

and the wheels underneath her
a symbol of where mad, mad lovers
must PAUSE and draw the line
So sleep and dream of love
because it's the closest
you will get to love
that November
is a time
which I must
put OUT of my mind
oh one fine day
LET IT BE SOON
she won't be rich or beautiful
but she'll be walking your streets
in the clothes that she went out
and chose for herself        
Morrisey

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